365 Days

Sadie just minutes before entering the MTC. Our church is big on preparation. Prepare for your future. Prepare for catastrophes. Prepare for you callings. Be spiritually prepared. We are taught it all our lives. Prepare. Sadie was trying to prepare me. Or Someone was. From the beginning, my girl was ok to leave me. At the tender age of two, she toddled off, holding my sister Ellenās hand as she left for a sleepover. No looking back, no tears or requests to ācome homeā. She chatted all the way to Ellenās house and happily spent time with her, only sad when she was returned to me. At eight, she went to Girl Scout camp. A week with her BFF in the Utah mountains, making boondoggle and singing songs. Still no homesick tears. I have let her go over and over. Girls camp. Youth conference. Scout camp. I should have been prepared. We are all prepared, we Mormon parents. It isnāt like itās sprung on us. A mission- SURPRISE! We know theyāre going. We talk about it as they...